shivering

PQQQQQQQQQQQ u're giving me pain by saying that u are bringing me pain. u are NOTTTTT. pls UNDERSTAND. pls i beg.

u may continue.

band is getting exciting?i think it is getting scary. and worrying.

everyday i pray the concert wont be a flop.

and everyone would live in peace and harmony...and dun make me shiver in fright.

pq do u noe that your are already very very good..given that u only play for one year?
when i was in sec 2 my teacher say my sound like fang pi.
really i mean it..u are EXCELLENT. have more confidence!

because: mind over heart.

"when u are sad..u tell yourself u are happy and u would be happy. the mind is POWERFUL."

yes u will work hard.so will i. so am i. so shall i. so can i.


dun be sad about your family not coming.
my family isnt coming as well.i haven asked..but i noe they arent coming.
everytime i ask, everytime with hope i asked.
"do u wanna come to my concert?"
"i'm so busy!"
"u haven even asked when is it."
"when?"
"_ _ _"
"i where got time i need to go to work then i rush there?"
"its so near!"
"see first."
and every time i'm disappointed.

6 years as a bander, i think my mom only went for one concert.and after that she complained that its so boring.

there was one art fest concert.she bought tickets..when i was backstage, she smsed me she couldnt come.
i burst out crying like a fool.

i am too tired to ask if they wanna come for capriccio.

hopes= disappointment.