What's What?

As i peeled off your masks, true colours were laid out before me like a talking Mondrian.
I couldnt stop, for truth is what i seek.
So oops! i accidentally peeled off your skin as well, and your flesh, if there's even anything beneath that outer epidermis.
finally, the residue was a handful of air.
its just an empty shell.

-shallow.


I felt like a child, believing entirely in smiles.
Veracity found me, traumatizing me with Reality.
Behind those tears, vision was shockingly clear.
Behind that smile, behind that look, behind that(person's) back.

-hypocrisy.


You were yelling.
Could i not yell back?

-anger.


i wasnt wrong.
but u are always right.

fathers.and worst of all, mothers.




i can explain the above.

today i quarelled with my parents.
i came home with so much fear.
i dunno why liddat i dunno i dunno i dunno!
why is it that a little more understanding and less volume is so difficult?

i felt really high at hy's bd party today, maybe a little too high for my own good.
but at least my thoughts were redirected.
at least i felt better, though i am suffering from some after effects now.